So I turned 50 on Saturday
Not "new news" to anyone
As I've been celebrating for a month or so
posting 100 pics
eating way too much food
partying like a rock star
(well not really but it sounds good)
but last night I woke up in the middle of the night
could not sleep
thinking that maybe everyone thinks
that I'm a bragger
that I post too many pictures
that no one really cares what I make for dinner
Or what herbs or flower are in my garden
So, I've been up since 5:00 a.m.
on Memorial Day
a day to sleep in
my mind feels heavy
or maybe it's just middle age
or maybe it's last night dinner sitting in my stomach :)
I love instagram
I love love love taking pictures
I love all my blogger friends
I don't have many real life friends that blog
I sometimes wonder if they think all I do is brag
I don't have a huge fancy house
It's a home I've decorated and I love
I weigh more than I should
My kids are not perfect
My husband pretty much is :)
We live a good life but it's far from perfect
I love getting ideas from other bloggers
faith, fashion, decor, food
but I wonder if you are not a blogger
do you get it?
I read a post from a blogger I follow
a favorite who I miss on IG
she decided to "unplug" .....
something to think about
Maybe I should be spending more time
with my devotions
Maybe my energy is not in the right place?
Jesus calling said today
"Seek me first"
"Put me on in the morning, just like you do your clothes"
Do I do that?
Sure, I read my devotion every morning
but do I get just as excited to read it as I
do to check last night's IG pics ?
Just a lot to think and pray about.
Happy Memorial Day Friends.
Birthday Dinner #50